My Capstone focused on the mental health aspect of the SLA community. I wanted to do something that would be a memorable experience for students who endure stress because of school-related work. Originally I wanted to bring in a group of puppies for people to play with in a playpen but I ran into many obstacles which changed up that plan. For my final product, I hosted an activity called “Snuggle Day at SLA,” where everyone who was taking the biology keystone or just at the school could come to the ballroom and interact with four different therapy animals. There were three dogs and one bunny but all were very interactive with owners that were informative. I got a lot of positive feedback from students and staff and am hoping to keep this a capstone legacy that I will pass along.

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Every time you open a new book, it is like opening your eyes to a new reality. You ask yourself what life would be like if you were in that book approaching the same situations the characters were. Our mission is to go deeper into that thought by colliding with the realities of a reader and a novel through discussion and reflection. We choose to H.O.N.O.R rather than judge.

In this episode, we uncover the different events that the two characters have experienced throughout the section of the novel and highlight what stood out to us. To stay within the theme, we make comparisons on how our real lives connect with the lives of these characters living in a apocalyptic setting ultimately trying to survive while in constant distress. Join us on this journey to navigating our first thoughts of the book and what we predict will happen later on.

Being a woman has never been easy over the whole course of civilization. Although there have been improvements made, the prejudice against women has never stopped. In the book, The Handmaid’s Tale, author Margaret Atwood describes what being a woman in Gilead, before their freedom got taken away, looked like for the female characters in the book.

“I remember the rules, rules that were never spelled out but that every woman knew: Don’t open your door to a stranger, even if he says he is the police. Make him slide his ID under the door. Don’t stop on the road to help a motorist pretending to be in trouble. Keep the locks on and keep going. If anyone whistles, don’t turn to look. Don’t go into a laundromat, by yourself, at night,” (Pg. 24).

Offred is expressing the things she learned growing up in Gilead because of her gender. What’s surprising to me is how well it connects with what women learn today about their personal safety. I became really independent as I grew older and that required me to go to a lot of places by myself. Some would say I didn’t look my age because I was on the taller side and had been more developed than those in my age range. The way I looked didn’t really phase me when I was traveling by myself because I was just a kid. But when I started high school, things changed drastically for me. Before I never experienced the dangers of being a woman in public because I was always in areas where I wouldn’t encounter things like that or I was with my family. My highschool was in a very different location than what I was used to. Even though I have lived in the city for most of my life, I was always on the outskirts rather than directly in the city. And whenever I was in the city, I would have an adult by my side. When starting highschool, this all changed because I started to go to the city by myself to go to school and other extracurriculars. Of course I was told to be safe and let my mom know where I am at all times but I didn’t really realize what she meant by “be safe,” until the school year started to go by and traveling in and out of center city was the norm for me.

I remember walking to the train station and the sidewalk I was walking on happened to be right next to a very busy street. As I was walking, a car slowed down past me, honked and whistled at me, and then drove off. I was confused at first but then realized it was a grown man in that car trying to cat-call me knowing I looked like a kid coming from school. It made me feel extremely uncomfortable and unsafe because I didn’t know if this was gonna be the last time something like this happened. This situation compares to the “rules” Offred describes in quote because even though I am in a completely different timeframe/reality from her, I still have to abide by the same rules she describes. When you get older and start to experience more unhinged things that men do towards you, you know deep down how to react to it and how to prevent it from happening. Experience teaches you lessons. I know now not to walk next to a busy street by myself or respond to strangers (majority men) who have bad intentions with me. My mom never told me these rules but I found them out just by being a woman.

Offred also mentions the change that the women in the book now encounter because of the government’s decisions. Now that all of them are handmaids, their reality has become completely different.

“Now we walk along the same street, in red pairs, and no man shouts obscenities at us, speaks to us, touches us. No one whistles. There is more than one kind of freedom, said Aunt Lydia. Freedom to and freedom from. In the days of anarchy, it was freedom to. Now you are being given freedom from. Don’t underrate it,” (Pg. 24)

She’s describing what life is like now that women are under the control of the government and how they only get freedom “from” them to do certain things. This caused more safety for the handmaids but made them seem like objects. As you get deeper into the book, Offred goes with her commander to a club and although she is technically protected, the men still look at her like she is something to judge from head to toe.

“The Commander does the talking for me, to this man and to the others who follow him. He doesn’t say much about me, he doesn’t need to. He says I’m new, they look at me and dismiss me and confer together about other things,” (Pg. 236).

The way they reacted to her makes me think what would happen if I was treated the same way in my reality. Would I be shut down just like that? Would I look weird? Although women are not represented as objects nowadays, some people still see us as one, which proves the point Margaret Atwood is trying to make. Gilead is not that much different than society today when you think about how women are treated. It’s not as obvious in our reality but it does still happen, creating windows between the book and real life.

Blank Time

Does the world take time for granted?

Imagine yourself falling asleep reading a book in the early afternoon and waking up later that night. You realize you lost the page you were reading and say, “I’ll finish reading tomorrow,” close the book, and go to bed. That’s what happens when we have no sympathy for time because we assume that time will continue to move just for us. People make appointments, meeting times, events, etc based on the time that is given to us each day. But what if something changed? What if nobody knew what time it was and all we knew was when it got dark or when it got light? How would the world transform back to the past while already used to the future?

“They were giving us a chance to get used to blank time,” (Pg. 70)

I remember reading that quote one night and being confused on what the author meant. I felt like it was such a special quote but made to be skipped over so quickly. I wanted to demonstrate a visual image of this quote. It doesn’t give us a particular image to imagine in our heads but gives us the freedom to create the image ourselves. For my image, I wanted to make something that represented the quote but also the book as well. I drew the characters of the book to represent what book the quote was from.

In the image you can see four handmaid’s standing in a line next to a clock. They are supposedly looking at the clock while standing there doing nothing. They all have the same facial expressions and are wearing the same cloak with their “wings,” or hats. The clock is a fully working analog clock but is missing the hands that tell you what time it is. I removed the hands on the clock to represent the part of my quote that says “blank time.” Even though the handmaids live in a similar society that we live in, they are put in a community that doesn’t give them access to the normal world. Everything is reconstructed in the ways the program wants it to be. Now this image doesn’t actually happen in the book but I wanted to make an example of what the handmaid’s feel like in this separate society. They are looking at a clock with no way of telling the time so they are expected to just guess what time of the day it is. I feel like this can also be interpreted as they might know the time but they are convinced that they are being a handmaid for the rest of their lives. It’s a scary concept but it could be the truth because the book has made it seem like it’s very difficult to escape this program of some sort.

I want those to look at this quote and imagine what life would be without time. Would it drive you crazy or will you get used to it?

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